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n og dinner. it was onli the afternoon before tt we changed it from steamboat to bbq. so uh yeah had it at my condo.. had to book the pit n stuff. ah my parents were quite unhappy abt it cos i din tell them. but wdv lar. so yeah ytd cos lessons end at 330 den ogl meeting is at 5.. so i had to chiong home to prepare some stuff n let joel jayne maxie n weikang into my house to prepare the stuff. woahh lucky we had them la.. realli v v grateful lo they went to giant to buy all the stuff last min cos their lessons end at 1.
everything was just so disorganised la. just felt weird to leave them at my house when i wasnt there. lucky my dad helped them a little.. n anw in the end everything turned out great la. jus tt there was like, super lots of food... 100 hotdogs.. n uhh i dunno lots of stuff la. n again i got pang sehed. i realli realli hate it la seriously. thought it had already come to an end liao.
so yeah ogl meeting.. played games! n cheered. fun fun. den had super long debrief. it realli questions my commitment a lot la. till now i dun haf the ans. n it just feels so screwed up tt im like half into the thing n half not into it. im realli v v sorry la. i noe many ppl wld wanna take up my place as an ogl instead.. i think im like the onli few who still cant say for sure tt we're staying in jj. i hope i can open up n give in my all in this orientation team, even if i may not be staying.
umm debrief was like till 8 plus lah. waited damn long for the shadows oso. so yeah aft tt we all cabbed down to my house. hahah cos weixiang was like drained from squash n refused to walk.
n 1 thing tt really made me feel damn good was arriving at the bbq pit to see everyone there n everything working out damn well.
haha joel is funny la. whole nite he stand there poke the hotdogs n crabsticks for the whole nite cos there were realli super lots of food. haha. ah n zhengxiang is the bbq pro. anw chia hoe kinda was abt to get dunked into the pool but he chose to jump in himself. n i got wet too. it was damn cold. cos i was washing my hands at the hose la. den joel aimed it at me.
we had lots of fun la but somehow i feel tt i din get to interact enough with them. cos itz like eh aft a while everyone was going off liao. seemed too fast. but anw me my sis n her bf weikang weixiang zhengxiang chia hoeo n my neighbour michael stayed back to finish up the food. wah had so many chicken wings la. n they drip wif oil de. cos chia hoe applied super lots of margarine. eee hydrogenated fats!! yep n we managed to finish everything.
aft tt was damn cool. weixiang chia hoe michael stayed over at my house! yupp played cards wif my sis. haha was using chia hoe's fhm cards to play. yeah they can be quite distracting. anw played till 4am.. den sian diao liao. v tired. den michael went home.. den me chia hoe n wei xiang went downstairs to sit the garden swing. yeah it was v nice. but dunno y like sit until v drowsy. think we were feeling giddy. so yeah went to the poolside to lie on the deckchairs. wah damn cold. but v v nice la kinda dozed off for a while.
den aft tt chia hoe went home to get his stuff n we met at the bus stop. wanted go market there for breakfast de. in the end no time cos we had MASS DANCE at 7am. hahaha. yeah. so went sch canteen for breakfast. the prata is nice in the morning. anw i realli enjoyed talking n playing thruout the nite la wif wei xiang n chia hoe..
cny celebrations was slack. went to the hall.. hahaha concert was like onli one hour.. or less. i dozed off like so many times la damn tired. hmm but cool la 1st celebration in a jc. itz like finally got different races liao la. n the malay dance guys realli touched me lo. damn enthu n spontaneous. think im not like even half as enthu as them on hari raya )= n indian dance totalli rocks. i wanna learn! dancing is like in indians' genes n blood la so cool.
mm yeah so nothing much liao la. realli v sad lo wanna go back ny de but ny always got extra hol so today no sch den cldnt go back. so i went home to slp. like 5 hours plus la. haha. still tired.
ahh realli having soo much fun la. n the bonds forged with my ogmates n clazmates in such a short time is so great. hai i will realli cry like siao on the last day i haf in jj if im gonna leave. n aft my results r out n if my choice isnt to stay in jj, i'll b like probably damn sad la during the last few weeks here. so im gonna treasure every moment i haf in jj!
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